mudrock

I will sometimes find myself watching the shows that come on bravo tv. I think as I am sitting here watching something like real housewives or some other reality show on this network, I say to myself why am I watching this. Out of all of the shows that I watch on Bravo, I'm not ashamed of watching Top Chef.

It has affected me a lot. I find that when I am staying up late and not getting enough sleep for work the next day, I become grumpy. I won't socialize with anyone in the morning and in my free time I will be taking short naps just for sleep. The cycle continues everyday especially when I feel like there is something going on in my life that I am extremely worried about.

I'm not sure if with age people stop worrying about what other people think of them or if we worry more as we get older. I feel that as I get older, I try to weed out the little things or try to ignore my problems. If you are not sure how your parents would react, you really need to sit down with them and let them know what's going on. When they realize this is a serious issue, they will be supportive and do everything they can to help you with your anxiety.

I don't like being noticed by strangers at all. Every time I see someone briefly look at me while they are with someone else, I tend to think that they are talking about me. I try to think of short thoughts in my head to try to ignore people or look ahead and nothing. I play in a band and whenever we play shows I don't get nervous because I feel that the attention isn't on me anyway and that since their are a lot of people in the crowd, they are talking or paying attention to something else. My problem is mainly when I'm just around 1 or 2 other people. Sometimes looking at my cellphone helps situations and I'm sure others use that technique too but hopefully one day I will overcome my issues.

All of the men in my family were heavy drinkers. I started drinking to ease my anxiety which I thought was helping at the time but as soon as my drinking got over the top, my anxiety got worse. I was drinking every night but realized it wasn't doing anything but giving me a temporary fix. I watched my brother get DUI charges then I realized that I had to make a change. I haven't had a drink in 2 years and though I still have anxiety, I still feel good that I don't need to use alcohol to try to control it.

I liked the avengers and felt that it really delivered well throughout the whole movie. My favorite character in the whole movie was none of the actual avengers but agent coulson. If you look at it my way, he's a true hero in the movie for his bravery. It was a good film but not certainly the best of 2012 for sure. I would recommend it to kids and the like but their really hasn't been any good over the top action films yet this year. This movie was definitely better than Battleship by a long shot

I love this show so much but I felt that the show went downhill a few years/seasons back when the Doakes era ended. I think that the past season has definitely redeemed itself with that huge cliffhanger at the end with Debra and Dexter. The new season should be premiering sometime in fall and I can't wait to see how some things get answered. Masuka is a very likeable character also. He is those infamous one liner type of jokes that are hilarious. Overall I can say that from the first season till now, the show improves. I felt it started off slow but has come along way. My favorite killer was the Ice truck kiler.

I am absolutely loving this show and it is my favorite show on television. My favorite character being Tyrion Lannister even though I don't like his family. First season was great but the second was even better. It is a shame that we have to wait a year for season 3. With season 2 I felt there was a lot of stuff going on which is good but when the finale came around some things left untouched or left unsaid. I haven't read the books but it will definitely be something I will get into now that season 2 has completely. Peter Dinklage is probably the best actor on television at the moment in my opinion and was glad when he won an emmy for this show.