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Hello jennifer, welcome to the mad house, lol.. no just kidding, all the people here are very understanding and have a lot of experience and knowledge with a wide variety of mental illness. Welcome :-D

I hope not holz, at least its something that can be tested for.

Im so pissed off. Couples months ago I finally got medical insurance but Ive been afraid to go coz id have to explain a lot of scars I have and a few other things that Im uncomfortable talking about. Well this morning I finally made the descion to make an appointment so I can get a referral to go see a psyche and get some blood work done and what does the fucking secretary tell me? The doctor I chose as my primary with my insurance company isnt accepting any new patients. Wtf

Jenny I wish I could help u, I, wish someone could help me. Im lost

Jenny, im sorry hun. What you just wrote sounds so much like what im going thru myself at my new job. Im debating on quitting my new job and returning to my old employer but it means I'll probably wind up losing my medical (which I still havent used) and my new place which ive spent the last 6 month working hard to get/make perfect. Im very depressed and angry at myself and the way that I cant come to grips with any aspect of my life. Im 44 yo and im as confused and scared as i've ever been.. sorry, I didn't offer any help, my emotions/thoughts are in constant turmoil. :'(

Well you could paint mervs nails,.that would kill a little bit more time. And if you tell your doc that paint mervs nails they will give you even stronger tablets you can not take

Never had one, lol. Hugs holz

Hi becca, im very happy you completed your university work. im sorry though your having a rough time of it... just want to say hi and hugs.

Hi coryn, im sorry to here of your troubles. I hope only the best for your future, your meet a lot of wonderful people here.

Im with you Holz. ;-)

Your not daft holz, your scared and are obsessing. Fillys right hun your work way to many hours, and you not only need to go to the doctors but do what they suggest you do...sorry u

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I wasnt sad Becca. Though im always confused, lol.