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What did you do then? Was that recently?

I'll see what I can do. I already work full time. 7 years of my life I've given to this company and they won't pay me enough to live on. Some nights I don't eat. 😭

I don't make enough to live on and expenses are putting me thousands $$ in debt. Requests for a raise have been denied, SSDI was denied and all attempts to find a better paying job have been unsuccessful. My family has helped me out already this year. I don't want that to happen again. I'm so ashamed. I don't know what I can do!

Of course. If it's not too much, send me a personal message. My depression was getting better but I'm backsliding. So few people to talk to!

I found it helpful to observe the airport itself, how many people come and go and how routine it all is. I don't fly often either, certainly haven't since the Rona hit, but in the past that's helped me. For me it was always the anticipation of the flight and not that flight itself that caused anxiety. Oh, and congrats on the kid! 😁

Yes, ordered a lot last year during the lockdowns. No appetite either. Just nothing. 😭

I'm also twitchy. I'm sure they are related.

I'm getting so little sleep that it's scaring me. Some nights I can't sleep at all. Nothing seems to help me. ☹️

Withdrawing from it was without exaggeration the hardest thing I've ever done. 2021 has been the darkest year of my life and considering what some other years have been like that's quite something. Right now I am dreading winter. Last winter was the hardest.

I didn't wanna fuck around with brain cancer. A school friend of mine died of it when he was 16. I know what it can do to you.

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Hello. I am off of clonozepam

I'm sorry. 😥

Well don't make me sound stupid. Fear can override better judgment at times. Having lost a friend from high school to brain cancer I know what it does and I didn't want to take risks.

He actually advised me not to taper off benzos.