davide.h

i feel this forum doesn't work for me anymore. causes more harm than good. 😞

sounds similar to what i've been through

I need human connection but have little of it right now.

Yes, I feel a sense of terrible dread every morning. I just want to cry but am alone and have nobody to listen to me.

Thank you, I am trying to get off of it. Seeing a specialist who will help ween me off of it. First time was in person but she said we can do remote sessions after that. Send a private message if you'd like Shanowl, you're nice. 🙂

I'm okay, just please drop it okay. I'm already scared.

Okay I will try to sleep now. I'm sure I'll wake up in a panic. Happens every day lately.

So scared right now. I think I'm going to die. Please respond or message me privately. I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight.

Now I'm terrified

I've had it twice. In 2018 and now. It's in my right ear. Not sure if it's relevent but that's the ear I always sleep on.

Dark discoloration, like dried blood. I've seen a doctor about it and he reassured me not to worry but that somehow hasn't helped me much. It was bigger a few months ago as clipping it cause some dried blood to fall out but trying to hard or going to deep can make it worse, it seems. I don't know why I still worry. It's a new doctor who I have only seen a few times. That could be why.

I sort of remember "mad cow" being a thing when I was a kid and people avoiding British imports for awhile. It seems to be extremely rare in every country though. Talk to a doctor if you really want to but they will probably tell you you are fine. Good luck 🙂

I might have been exposed last week. I am being tested tomorrow morning. I have no symptoms.

I take 1.5 mgs of it each day, divided into threes. Because of the holidays it's been slow to be refilled. I took a dose yestereday, but none today. It will take 2 or 3 days for it to get here. Scared the withdrawal will physically harm me. I'm terrified. Is there some way to get it sooner? please please help!! 😥

I've had twitching in toes and fingers before. I don't know what caused it. But they just went away after awhile.