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Sometimes they're first thing in the morning though. I've been withdrawing from a benzo since December and I really regret it but I can't really turn back now. 😞

Sorry for the late reply. Because my life's fading away and I haven't done all the things I want to.

Yes, I know it's a different organ. In the abdomen I should say.

You're fine. I know people who had that.

scared of stomach or colon cancer 😥

Reminds me of believing I had pancreatic cancer a few years ago.

Really scared about them this morning! Also, I do deal with anxiety but I feel depression has been my primary emotion in the last year!.

I often feel worse right after I wake up. All my stress has been away while I was asleep then floods right back as soon as I wake up,

Do certain things make it worse such as coffee?

Have you done it before?

Drinking water seems to increase activity in my stomach, for lack of a better word. Lots of grumbling. Feels nice. I hope this is a good thing.

Strangely my father is a psychologist specializing in CBT but has been urging me into DBT for months.

Hi Ellabel. This has been the hardest year of my life. I don't really have much to live for anymore. Nothing makes me happy anymore! I am either filled with hopelessness or dread or some combination of both.

I'm looking into starting it soon, more so for depression. I am desperate. I am miserable. This is no way for a person to live. I just want to cry and be hugged but of course that can't happen. If not, I've never thought suicide was the answer, but the longer I go without getting better the more appealing it looks.

Welcome Violet. I must say that's a hilariously clever nickname. 🤣