Elizabeth1976 10 Posted January 31, 2016 I really need to get on medication . My problem is I can't get to anyone . What do I do? I feel so alone. This morning I had an episode , panic attack, because I couldn't find the phone . I like to have the phone near me and give any to call my therapist oranges I have a medical graces or something like that and need to call 911 . It's something I really worry about . And my husband woke up and he punched me in the back. I feel like I have no words and no support . No one even cared what I told them . My mom is the only one that cared NTQ hours away and there's nothing he can do . I don't know what to do . I can't leave because of the Agoura phobia . I feel so trapped I feel like a caged animal . Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JungleJulia 235 Posted January 31, 2016 Did your husband punch you accidentally or on purpose? Because if its on purpose, it will not help your condition of you are in an abusive relationship. You should speak to your therapist about this. If your mum is more supportive maybe you should go and stay with her for a while? What country do you live in? Different countries have different medical services. I live in Australia and in Sydney we have a home doctor service, where they will come to the house. Perhaps there is something like that in your area? If not, you'll have to try to get someone you trust to take you, or book a taxi? I understand how hard it can be to get out. I am agoraphobic too and trips to the doctors are quite nerve wracking for me. And sometimes I just use the home doctor service to make it a little easier on me. Sorry you're feeling so desperate at the moment. But things do happen in waves, and hopefully soon things will be a little better xx Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Elizabeth1976 10 Posted January 31, 2016 I wish we had home visits from doctors here. I would use it to get on medication so that I could then get to the office . That is my problem I can't get help because I can't get to a doctor office to get it . I'm working on a couple of options , we'll see what happens . If all else fails mail me other choice is to check myself into a mental hospital . I really don't want to do that . Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rainbow 333 Posted January 31, 2016 Hi there I agree with JJ...I hope your hubby punched you by accident but that doesn't sound like the case. If you are indeed in abusive relationship it will only make your anxiety worse. Maybe you can stay with your mom for awhile? I hope you are able to find a viable option. Take care Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Elizabeth1976 10 Posted January 31, 2016 Unfortunately my mom was about two hours away. It would mean either being away from my daughter are taking her away from everything she is known since she was born . In addition I have a therapist here I've had the last five years and I really wouldn't want to start over again . Plus my mom is told me she just doesn't have room . I am pretty stuck . Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
