I completely feel you on this one. I struggle with this daily and just can't seem to shake it. I am in college and find myself worried sick about going to class this time of year for fear that someone has shown up with the flu. This disease is debilitating and sends me into a world of panic, stress, and extreme anxiety. You aren't crazy and unfortunately this is more common than you probably know. Don't for a second think your girlfriend deserves better just for that though. You have a disease and for people like you and I, sometimes we just can't cope. My boyfriend of 2 years has come to terms with what I suffer with on a daily basis. He knows that I'm being irrational and he doesn't necessarily understand it but he supports and comforts me always. As soon as I find coping mechanisms I will let you know. Currently my coping consists of popping anti nausea, anti acid, and others mess I probably don't need...