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  1. Think im getting worse. I dissociated in front of my support worker for the first time today. So much that she had to turn off the main road to pull over safely to help me. 

  2. Here comes another bout of depression :( I can't take this anymore!!!

  3. chlo


    guy from school messaged me yesturday basically trying to use me for his benefit. Only a couple years back I had sent him pics ect, I hoped he forgot but he hadn't. Then apparently I made it so obvious that I had been abused. He started saying his brother forced him to do stuff when he was 11 so he understood. He asked me a bit about what happened but kept saying it's ok sexy, everything will be ok baby. Then he sends me topless pics. When I said I was going in the bath he said that would be a pretty sexy sight. He asked what bra size i was when i said too big he said no i love them sexy and tasty too i bet. I just don't know what to think I thought he was genuine but then not but then again maybe I'm just paranoid and over reacting.
  4. TW....... I'm not in a great place right now. So on Saturday I was sexually assaulted and r by 2 men. The police know and I have been to talk about it, video interviews, forensic evidence, internal examination and swabs, sexual health clinic ect. Right now I don't feel up to talking a great deal but just wanted to make those who follow me aware I'm struggling right now. And generally just for some moral support or something. Thanks for taking the time to read
  5. chlo

    I'm back

    Hi, I don't know if anyone will even remember me, but I just wanted to say I'm back. I guess that's all there is to say.
  6. having a bit of a rough time at the minute! :(

  7. I haven't really spoke about it to anyone. I have mentioned some things that's going on but not in detail/everything etc. for months, probably over a year easily ive thought about what I want but I find it so hard to think about the future, growing up that's all I did and every time I thought out a plan something happened someone hurt me or let me down. so now I tend to forget about the future that way I cant be let down or disappointed as much. I have a few things in mind I want to change now though, only it does compromise other peoples plans, and im one of those people who puts everyone else first, even though it hurts. I just feel so stuck and don't know what to do where to turn or who to trust. even if I did manage to put myself first and try change some of these things, I wouldn't know where to start, which one to change first.
  8. Hi, I was just wondering if anyone could give me some advice. Basically I am currently working with a psychologist, occupational therapist, CPN, support worker, psychiatrist (only foe medication reviews), nurse for physical health. As you can probably imagine its a lot to deal with and can be rather stressful. But on top of this im having a really really hard time at home. im not ready to move out, but living here isn't helping either. Could anyone give me any advice/tips at all of how to help cope with everything while staying at home? Not sure if this is a bit vague for anyone to help, but wanted to keep it short. so if it would help to maybe know a bit more, then just ask I will be as open as I can. Thanks in advance for taking the time to read this, reply etc.
  9. thanks, why isit my day has to just go from bad to worse?! mum had ordered me a coat which came this morning so I tried it on, but it was too tight! now left feeling crappy about myself and how I look
  10. thanks jon just a bad time of year for me I guess but im pushing through even though its hard, just doesn't help when theres so many little things going on at the same time too!!!
  11. I intend to stick around jon but I wont be any help to anyone atm!
  12. Thanks gilly, ive missed you all so much!!
  13. thanks, and im not sure why im nervous. change I guess! Thanks I didn't think anyone would remember me!!
  14. Hi everyone, been so long since I been on here, had a lot going on, good and bad. not sure if anyone will remember me? i'm super nervous about returning, im not sure why though. Hope everyone is well