Dermofibroma or Nodular Melanoma?

[icantbestill29 2]

I hate Google. 😞 I definitely remember the mole or whatever darkening and getting red around it but I don't recall if it had grown. It's only around three-4 millimeters but I feel sick. Can't eat or sleep. I've had it close to three years. I know nodular melanoma grows vertically but it would get taller, too, right? 

 

The top of it scabbed over when I squeezed it, something came out and now it's skin colored underneath. 

[bin_tenn 1252]

51 minutes ago, icantbestill29 said:

I hate Google. 😞 I definitely remember the mole or whatever darkening and getting red around it but I don't recall if it had grown. It's only around three-4 millimeters but I feel sick. Can't eat or sleep. I've had it close to three years. I know nodular melanoma grows vertically but it would get taller, too, right? 

 

The top of it scabbed over when I squeezed it, something came out and now it's skin colored underneath. 

I have the exact same thing on my right leg. Dermatofibroma is the only logical conclusion I've come up with. I actually have two on my right leg, and one of them also scabbed over and looks/feels the way you described yours.

[icantbestill29 2]

https://www.flickr.com/gp/191102468@N07/jq16JL

[icantbestill29 2]

Red because I keep picking. I don't think a melanoma would scab over like that if I picked it without leaving a huge wound...

[MARC 431]

My co-worker had Melanoma a number of years ago and it looked nothing like the picture you sent. 

[icantbestill29 2]

Thank you. In my heart of hearts, I know it's not but telling that to my anxiety! It's a terrible beasty.