New here, but on the verge of snapping just can't take it anymore

[cobracomander 0]

I really can't do it anymore. Over the last 6 months my mental health has taken a huge toll. I am tired of dealing with bullies all my life. Thought it would stop when I went to college but some reason it found me online on sites like Facebook, Twitter, reddit and even GTA Online. Yes I know that sounds asinine. But on Facebook I get bullied for having a different opinion. I have tried socializing more by joining communities on there related to things like baseball which I really enjoy. But it's just full of macho jerks that bully anyone who doesn't think like them or sticks out. And then online gaming it has become relentless. I'm a bit of a contrarian and don't usually share the same thoughts as everyone else. So I think that's where I run into trouble. I'm tired of being called a snowflake just because I get my feelings hurt when someone says they're going to "fuck my Mom". 

I just can't take it anymore. I used to be on anti depressents but I stopped taking them because I wanted to quit being reliant on them.

I don't really have much of a social life. I know I know the solution should be easy such as quiting those things. But the damage has been done. I really just don't know what to do anymore. My mental health feels as if it's hanging on a single thread now.

[MARC 361]

I was bullied as a kid in elementary school for stuttering. People can be pretty mean. My daughter was bullied a bit in school too. I have my own business as a small CPA firm and I get bullied for money. People lie to me and say they have paid me or never got the bill. When I was young and was in college, sometimes I went out by myself. A client once called me stupid and I said, so, what of it? You have to try not to let these jerks get to you as if they think they are getting to you, they will keep it up and can be relentless. My first cousin's ex wife was on facebook and her idiot friends helped convince her to leave her husband of 25 years. Don't let these jerks get you down. You don't need them. Sometimes it is better to keep your opinions to yourself. Keep the faith and don't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!