I really can't do it anymore. Over the last 6 months my mental health has taken a huge toll. I am tired of dealing with bullies all my life. Thought it would stop when I went to college but some reason it found me online on sites like Facebook, Twitter, reddit and even GTA Online. Yes I know that sounds asinine. But on Facebook I get bullied for having a different opinion. I have tried socializing more by joining communities on there related to things like baseball which I really enjoy. But it's just full of macho jerks that bully anyone who doesn't think like them or sticks out. And then online gaming it has become relentless. I'm a bit of a contrarian and don't usually share the same thoughts as everyone else. So I think that's where I run into trouble. I'm tired of being called a snowflake just because I get my feelings hurt when someone says they're going to "fuck my Mom".
I just can't take it anymore. I used to be on anti depressents but I stopped taking them because I wanted to quit being reliant on them.
I don't really have much of a social life. I know I know the solution should be easy such as quiting those things. But the damage has been done. I really just don't know what to do anymore. My mental health feels as if it's hanging on a single thread now.
