taking.infinite.chances

Thank you Jonathan! I'm in high school and I'm very conscious of the other girls opinions of me. I'm a social climber(I know that's not a good thing) and I care a bit too much about how others think of me. I suppose I'm not as worried about my appearance, (I wear makeup and clothes that other girls wear) but i feel unstable and that I'm a people pleaser. Trying to please and be liked by everyone seems to be eating away at my self esteem and giving me a bit more of a fake personality which I project that isn't necessarily me, but it's what I interpret society to want of me. It doesn't seem to be working very well.

Hello everyone! I am a 15 year old girl who's extremely self conscious of her appearance, and has a very low self-esteem. I'm hoping to get some support here. Thanks!

I believe in you. Just muster up some courage and project self confidence to those around you. You can do it, best of luck!

I think that I have histrionic + avoidant personality disorders.

I don't want to go to sleep. There's school in the morning. I'm going to fake sick but I do it so frequently my parents get mad. My dads old and I stress him out when I miss school. He has chrones disease so stress makes him have flares. I have two very little siblings and I don't want them to have no dad. My parents love me and are very good people. They are trying to get me help. If I miss more school they might be taken to court. I have friends but people at school don't like me. I have a reputation as an annoying bitch. I have been unable to change that as hard as I try. If I go to bed then ill just wake up and have to go to school. Staying awake buys me time. I know I should sleep. But I'm just not letting myself.