heightenedstate

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  1. Oh my that is such a terrifying experience. I'm glad it was just hem in the end. Thank you so much. I feel much better now. I did a wipe again today and it was perfectly brown and had no blood (sorry for TMI).
  2. Thank you. I'm trying not to stare at the stool because it just drives me crazy. I don't want to obsess over these small things I might notice.
  3. Thank you for your response. I've been trying to go on a fish and veggie diet right now so not sure about that. Anyway, I had a poop again just now and my stool was perfectly the normal and usual shape. It was brown and I flushed it. But before after it, I thought of its different shades and I don't know if my mind was just letting me go haywire, but I thought I was seeing some darker brown/green (I had salad last night) that could pass as red strokes. But then again, I don't know it could be all in my head or the lighting. I wiped gently with tissue paper and there was no blood. Ugh I can't stop thinking.
  4. Thank you so much for your response. I'm really not sure now that I think about it. Anyway, I had a poop again just now and my stool was perfectly the normal and usual shape. It was predominantly brown and I flushed it. But after flushing it, I thought of its different shades and I don't know if my mind was just letting me go haywire, but I thought I was seeing some dark brown that could pass for red shade? But then again, I don't know it could be all in my head. I wiped gently with tissue paper and there was no blood. Ugh I can't stop thinking.
  5. Hello. I'm new here. This morning I went to the toilet to poop. The funny part is that a delivery man knocked on my apartment’s door so I had to finish my business and flush down the poop (I didn’t take time to see the poop) to attend to him. The gross part is that I wasn’t able to wipe immediately so it took me around another 5 to 10 mins to wipe my bottom with tissue paper after I transacted with the delivery man. When I did, I noticed a small speck of kinda dark red (almost maroon) blood on it. I wiped a couple more times and there were still some bloody specks although even smaller this time. I am worried because of the color. I had blood on my tissue paper before but it was bright red and just thought of anal tears or haemorrhoids. I read that if it is darker it might be serious. But then again it took me another 5 to 10 mins before I wiped because of the delivery man who I had to attend to. Right now, I am anxious of going back to the toilet because I feel that I will obsess over the toilet paper or my stool. I am scared I might have cancer or anything more serious. I am hoping that it could be just harmless hemorrhoids, skin irritation, or anal tear but my anxiety is killing me. :(