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@Nat1996 isn’t horrible. Lol i have been doing acupuncture and i see a difference in my negative thinking , its not that bad anymore. I couldnt relax the first time having a needle on my head Lol bit after a fee sessions i can see its working. Last night tho, the needle on my head got sensitive so this morning i fel tensed. Like i could feel my legs and arm wanting to curl up and was just thinking it was the needle on my head hahahah. my doc will omit putting a needle on my head from now on. She says that will help

Thank you so much for being so kind. I'll let you know as soon as I know. Nothing so far, I'll call tomorrow and see what they say. Fingers crossed it's sooner rather than later --------- Update (added as edit to not bump the thread unless someone wants to talk to me?): Derm still wants me to come in. I sent a message over the patient portal. I messed with it a little and injured it (which was way easier than I expected but clearly the skin had stretched so much that it was fragile) and it bled and deflated. That's gotta be a hemangioma... as they can very much do that... pretty sure melanoma doesn't. Sorry for everything.

Does it help you to be able to come here? If yes.. please keep posting, support is a 2 way street. When worried I tend to clam up, it took me a long time to be able to post about my son. Even though I tend to pull inward, it helps me to read other's worries because it makes me realize I'm not alone. Kind of twisted but it's how my brain works. Please let us know when your dermatologist apt is. 🙂

Thanks for kinda going through this with me. I probably shouldn't have roped you all into it too.

It isn't your fault, so there's no need to apologize. And I would like that as well. I'm exhausted.

I'm sorry I didn't know. 😞 i just want you to have answers so you can rest your mind.

I have to have my PCP refer me for my insurance to cover it since I've already seen the derm in the last 12 months.