MsNikiR 0 Posted June 11, 2016 Hello, my name is Niki. I'm on here, because I may have severe anxiety, depression and possible PTSD. I'm scared and alone right now. I was in a committed relationship for 15 years, with a man I call my soulmate. We have three beautiful children together. And on, March 22 my life took a turn for the absolute worse. My husband left me and took our children with him. I feel so betrayed and broken. I don't know, how to pick myself up. Honestly I'm not mad at him, I don't blame him for what he thought was the right thing to do. Unfortunately my health issues, the lack of support and having three children that needed alot of attention and friends making it difficult for us by meddling in our lives played a huge roll in our down fall. It's the saddest story, because we loved eachother so much and we're good for one another. Now I feeling like, I'm drowning deep inside I lost my entire world especially my children. They were the reason I fought so hard to live and not die by giving in to my health issues. They are the best part of me, and now there gone and I live in the home we once shared with them. It's empty and cold. No more life inside just pure emptiness... Please help me. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kylie21 357 Posted June 11, 2016 Welcome to AC I am so sorry for all that you are going through . We are always here to listen and help best we can . I really hope as time goes by things will change for u for the better . For now take one day at a time . Do u see them at all ? I hope u do and don't lose hope . Sending u positive vibes. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JOYCICLE 654 Posted June 12, 2016 That's a lot to absorb and it will take a lot of time to adjust. Have you seen a dr or therapist about your anxiety prior to now ? 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MsNikiR 0 Posted June 12, 2016 5 hours ago, Kylie21 said: Welcome to AC I am so sorry for all that you are going through . We are always here to listen and help best we can . I really hope as time goes by things will change for u for the better . For now take one day at a time . Do u see them at all ? I hope u do and don't lose hope . Sending u positive vibes. I saw them once in over two months. He used them as pawns against me. They are people in his ear and they are getting to him. He was never liked this. Honestly it's so bad, I don't want to be a mom anymore. Why? Because I'm afraid to have them ripped away from me again and have my heart broken. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
