To be clear, I am a personal wreck right now and feel like I’m living a lie when I try to appear “normal”. It’s beginning to effect all aspects of my life. It consumes my thoughts nearly every moment. The twitching, muscle tension, achy hands...ugh. I don’t say this for anyone to pity me but to say I understand all of your posts and empathize. I just want to say I wish you peace and love and lessened anxiety in the new year. Personally I’m going to try and accept how I’m feeling, go to the numerous appointments and try to find my own version of peace