Leah1976 301 Posted October 9, 2019 Hi guys.... I hate to complaint... I have been trying to be more positive but it's hard. Can you believe I am still scared of a brain tumor? yes, that's all I think about 24/7... it's been 14 months since my fear started..... you may recall I saw my GP about did neuro test told me I don't have it and then went to neurologist and told me the same.... since started lexapro last year I have been experiencing twitches everywhere, which most day I deal with, but some days like today it's worse.... I am just so fed up with this worry and I am falling into a deep depression. To add to the drama, my father in law was just diagnosed with prostate cancer, stage I at least, and I am going to the oncologist with him today to learn about the treatment he needs. I am a mess about this even though I know he will be fine. It just bring bad memories from my mother in law who passed away from pancreatic cancer 5 years ago and I went to her appointments, chemo, etc, it was very stressful and traumatic.... And finally to add to my drama and anxiety I just learn that the medicine I have been taking for acid reflux for over 9 months, zantac, has been recalled and puled from the shelves for a possible carcinogen... like I need that.... so now . am a mess worrying about liver cancer, etc. I don't know what to do with this info. I am very down today and it's raining.... I just want this day to be over.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SurferJoe 11 Posted October 9, 2019 Those kinds of days are definitely hard. It can feel like things just pile up. It seems like you have a lot on your plate. Are you able to compartmentalize your day? That often helps me when I'm feeling overwhelmed. It also helps to break down the day into smaller portions: minutes, hours, and so on. I focus on staying positive for an hour or so. It makes the day seem less oppressive. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted October 9, 2019 Just quick update, father in law is fine, it's a slow growing cancer, won't kill him, does not need treatment at this time. I feel MUCH better now! I am trying to stay positive... I am listening to the DARE book and makes a lot of sense and it's helping.... Thanks for listening. 2 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SurferJoe 11 Posted October 9, 2019 1 hour ago, Leah1976 said: Just quick update, father in law is fine, it's a slow growing cancer, won't kill him, does not need treatment at this time. I feel MUCH better now! I am trying to stay positive... I am listening to the DARE book and makes a lot of sense and it's helping.... Thanks for listening. Glad to hear it!! 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted October 10, 2019 13 minutes ago, SurferJoe said: Glad to hear it!! Thanks!!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
