andtonyatoo

I can't shake it. This crippling anxiety and fear of not being good enough, of failing. Feeling like people don't choose to be around me but are instead stuck with me. This obsessive thought that my kids would be better off without me. That I'm constantly failing them and they would be better off with their dad and his girlfriend than with me. I'm not special or desirable or do anything that makes me worth being here.