wiredinsomniac

I cannot stand being touched in any form by strangers. Once I was at work and a lady tucked my tag, innocent, huh, well it sent my anxiety through the roof and I had to go home and stay in bed for the next two days. I cannot go in areas where there is people crowded up tight in a bunch. This is really making life hard for my family because they can't spontaneously say hey lets go because I have to know in advance or I won't go. What has your experience been with things like that?

To me I would say it is mild because I think everyone should bathe are shower at least 3 times a day. I also have the door lock ritual because I always have this constant fear someone will break into my house. The bathing thing started when I had this stressful job and since water calms me I would go home on my lunch break and take a shower. My family says it is not normal but I must be clean. I am also a big girl and I have the fear of others thinking I stink when I never have and never will.