Leah1976 301 Posted November 13, 2017 +++sigh+++ so I have to schedule my regular mammogram..... and also a CT scan with contrast.... about the CT scan my doctor told me not to freak out, she thinks there is nothing wrong with me but since I always have blood in urine they need to check. I had this test before for blood in urine and it was negative. This is a new doctor so she wants to start from scratch. She said it's non urgent and that I can take my time.... but of course I am freaking out....I have to trust her right???? I pray to God to get strength to actually make the appointment. I hate that this is happening in the holidays time... why can I just enjoy life? there is always something wrong with me. This is so sad... HA steals our happiness.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FunWithFive 60 Posted November 13, 2017 50 minutes ago, Leah1976 said: +++sigh+++ so I have to schedule my regular mammogram..... and also a CT scan with contrast.... about the CT scan my doctor told me not to freak out, she thinks there is nothing wrong with me but since I always have blood in urine they need to check. I had this test before for blood in urine and it was negative. This is a new doctor so she wants to start from scratch. She said it's non urgent and that I can take my time.... but of course I am freaking out....I have to trust her right???? I pray to God to get strength to actually make the appointment. I hate that this is happening in the holidays time... why can I just enjoy life? there is always something wrong with me. This is so sad... HA steals our happiness.... I'm so sorry, Leah! I Hate hate hate medical testing. It's the worst. Here is the awesome news... this is standard for your issue that has already been proven to be nothing at all. That means when you have this new CT scan it will also be nothing and your doctor will rest assured this is your "normal" and life will continue on as it is currently. i am only 30 and haven't had a monogram but I dread when the time comes. I don't dread the test but dread the waiting for results. Just remember this is a proactive and life saving screening. You are doing this for your health. Big hugs Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 13, 2017 Hi thanks for your reply.... I made the appointment for CT scan... it's this Friday at 7:30 am.... I hate that is on a Friday, so I have to wait the weekend.... but that was their soonest appointment.... I am so afraid... I have been having a pelvic right side pain.... they did and u/s but couldn't see the right ovary due to gas... however my doctor said that if there were a mass, they would have been able to see it, everything else was normal.... I am just a mess right now.... I am hosting a friendsgiving on Sunday and now I have to worry about this stupid test. I think I will schedule the mammogram after thanksgiving. I don't think I can deal with both tests in one week. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Holls 1505 Posted November 13, 2017 We talked before about the blood in the urine, I have the same thing. My urologist told me that there is a good chance I'll always have blood in my urine and that Drs will try to run tests for it and to let them know I've had all the necessary tests for that... But I can also see that when you have a new Dr they run their own tests for their own records.. so no need to expect anything with your CT other than filling the wish of your Dr. I know easier said than done but that really is the reality of your test. As for the pain on your side.. def trust your Dr when she said it was clear. Also a friendsgiving sounds so so fun!!! Wow. Have fun. Sounds like you have a lot of people that care about you. Soak it in and have fun on Sunday. Hugs. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 13, 2017 Thank you Holls so much for your support!!!!!!! I will keep you posted. Thanks! 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FunWithFive 60 Posted November 14, 2017 21 hours ago, Leah1976 said: Hi thanks for your reply.... I made the appointment for CT scan... it's this Friday at 7:30 am.... I hate that is on a Friday, so I have to wait the weekend.... but that was their soonest appointment.... I am so afraid... I have been having a pelvic right side pain.... they did and u/s but couldn't see the right ovary due to gas... however my doctor said that if there were a mass, they would have been able to see it, everything else was normal.... I am just a mess right now.... I am hosting a friendsgiving on Sunday and now I have to worry about this stupid test. I think I will schedule the mammogram after thanksgiving. I don't think I can deal with both tests in one week. I am hosting a FriendsGiving this Saturday!!! Hope yours is awesome 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
greygoose 1 Posted November 14, 2017 I just had a CT scan the Friday before last, and also had to wait the entire weekend. It sucked, don't get me wrong, but I was able to be with my family and fill the weekend with fun things that helped keep me busy and keep my mind off of it. I kept telling myself that even if I had waited until Monday to do the scan, I would go through the weekend worried and dreading it anyways. At least this way I was done with it and had the results Monday and could finally feel peace knowing everything was okay. Your FriendsGiving sounds like so much fun and its a perfect way to spend an otherwise not-so-fun wait! Good luck! 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NervUs 140 Posted November 14, 2017 Good luck getting through these stupid tests! I hate them so much. I just had my mammo done last week. The whole thing set off HA but the results were normal. YOurs will be too. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
davidP 15 Posted November 14, 2017 Its good to get checked and its even better to come out after them feeling great once you know you are all good. Before my colonoscopy i was super stress since i was sure they will find something horrible. After they found nothing its the best feeling ever. Good luck and iam positive it will be good. 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 14, 2017 2 hours ago, greygoose said: I just had a CT scan the Friday before last, and also had to wait the entire weekend. It sucked, don't get me wrong, but I was able to be with my family and fill the weekend with fun things that helped keep me busy and keep my mind off of it. I kept telling myself that even if I had waited until Monday to do the scan, I would go through the weekend worried and dreading it anyways. At least this way I was done with it and had the results Monday and could finally feel peace knowing everything was okay. Your FriendsGiving sounds like so much fun and its a perfect way to spend an otherwise not-so-fun wait! Good luck! Thanks so much for your encouraging words!!! I think I read your post on the CT scan. Why did you get it done? I forget. Thanks so much for your support!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 14, 2017 4 hours ago, FunWithFive said: I am hosting a FriendsGiving this Saturday!!! Hope yours is awesome Thanks you too, have fun!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 14, 2017 1 hour ago, NervUs said: Good luck getting through these stupid tests! I hate them so much. I just had my mammo done last week. The whole thing set off HA but the results were normal. YOurs will be too. I am so glad yours was normal, I remember you being nervous about it. That is encouraging!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 15, 2017 Hello.... I am still very nervous for my test on Friday and I haven't been able to schedule the mammogram..... I just want to feel relieved and I hope I get it with good results. I am so scared. I should trust my doctor right? she said this is a non-urgent CT scan and that she is 99% sure I am ok.... I can't stop worrying... I need to learn how to relax and it's so hard A few good things going for me: - I had an abdominal u/s 6 months ago and that was normal - My bloodwork 2 weeks ago was normal - My urine test was normal, except for occult blood that I have had since I was 21 and I am 41 now, so it hasn't kill me yet LOL - My pelvic u/s 3 months ago was normal but they couldn't see the right ovary, which sux because that's where my pain is. However, my doctor said that if there was a mass, they would have been able to seen it. She also said bad stuff don't cause pain that comes and goes. - my annual with my ob/gyn was normal and pelvic exam was ok, she didn't feel anything inside. - None of my doctors are concerned. I HAVE A LOT OF GOOD STUFF GOING FOR ME RIGHT? Hopefully there is nothing evil hiding that's what scares me..... Thank you all for your support. - Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
greygoose 1 Posted November 15, 2017 On 11/14/2017 at 12:52 PM, Leah1976 said: Thanks so much for your encouraging words!!! I think I read your post on the CT scan. Why did you get it done? I forget. Thanks so much for your support!! Sorry, I’m just now seeing this. I have a strange lump in my lower right abdomen/pelvis. HA told me it was Ovarian Cancer but my doctor thought it was a hernia. The CT showed nothing, but the lump is still there. She still thinks it could be a hernia but isn’t concerned unless it starts giving me problems. I was so nervous about the test and was pretty much shaking through the entire thing, but it really wasn’t a big deal. Good luck to you!! Let us know how it all goes! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Holls 1505 Posted November 16, 2017 6 hours ago, Leah1976 said: Hello.... I am still very nervous for my test on Friday and I haven't been able to schedule the mammogram..... I just want to feel relieved and I hope I get it with good results. I am so scared. I should trust my doctor right? she said this is a non-urgent CT scan and that she is 99% sure I am ok.... I can't stop worrying... I need to learn how to relax and it's so hard A few good things going for me: - I had an abdominal u/s 6 months ago and that was normal - My bloodwork 2 weeks ago was normal - My urine test was normal, except for occult blood that I have had since I was 21 and I am 41 now, so it hasn't kill me yet LOL - My pelvic u/s 3 months ago was normal but they couldn't see the right ovary, which sux because that's where my pain is. However, my doctor said that if there was a mass, they would have been able to seen it. She also said bad stuff don't cause pain that comes and goes. - my annual with my ob/gyn was normal and pelvic exam was ok, she didn't feel anything inside. - None of my doctors are concerned. I HAVE A LOT OF GOOD STUFF GOING FOR ME RIGHT? Hopefully there is nothing evil hiding that's what scares me..... Thank you all for your support. - You have so many y good things going for you.!!! Yes if your Dr was concerned your butt would have had that CT scheduled ASAP. Your Dr sounds pretty awesome to me.. I would absolutely trust her. Your CT results are going to be great. Hugs. I know the HA nerves are no fun but you are healthy and you will do great! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 16, 2017 Thanks again for your support.... I am having a hard time calming down. I need to get my mind occupied and stop the web search.... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NervUs 140 Posted November 17, 2017 You have everything going for you!!!!! I was rushed into a CT scan once. They are very clear when they think they are going to find something. Scheduling at your leisure means very low suspicion. You are going to get good news. 1 1 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 17, 2017 10 minutes ago, NervUs said: You have everything going for you!!!!! I was rushed into a CT scan once. They are very clear when they think they are going to find something. Scheduling at your leisure means very low suspicion. You are going to get good news. I am praying for that. Thanks so much for your support!!! why were you rushed for a CT scan? are you ok? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NervUs 140 Posted November 17, 2017 Yeah, I was fine. They thought I had a blood clot in my lung. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 17, 2017 I am back... I had my CT scan this morning now the wait starts... I am so sick to my stomach.... the tech said my doctor will get it afternoon today but depending on when she reads it she can call today or Monday. The tech was extremely nice and sweet we talked a lot before and during the test about kids, girls scouts, my family who is in Venezuela, the mess of a country that Venezuela has become with no food, meds etc..... she took the pictures then gave me the IV to see the urinary track. After I was done.... I said I hope all is well with me... she said good luck and have wonderful thanksgiving and gave me hug... OMG was that a pity hug because she saw something in my pictures???????? I am freaking out, I am so sad..... all I want to do is curl in bed and cry.... I don't know how I am going to make thru.... and hosting this Sunday the friends giving. I just want to cancel..... Please please do you think it was a pity hug???? that she is sorry for me??? I am so scared beyond words Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
greygoose 1 Posted November 17, 2017 Just now, Leah1976 said: I am back... I had my CT scan this morning now the wait starts... I am so sick to my stomach.... the tech said my doctor will get it afternoon today but depending on when she reads it she can call today or Monday. The tech was extremely nice and sweet we talked a lot before and during the test about kids, girls scouts, my family who is in Venezuela, the mess of a country that Venezuela has become with no food, meds etc..... she took the pictures then gave me the IV to see the urinary track. After I was done.... I said I hope all is well with me... she said good luck and have wonderful thanksgiving and gave me hug... OMG was that a pity hug because she saw something in my pictures???????? I am freaking out, I am so sad..... all I want to do is curl in bed and cry.... I don't know how I am going to make thru.... and hosting this Sunday the friends giving. I just want to cancel..... Please please do you think it was a pity hug???? that she is sorry for me??? I am so scared beyond words Don’t read anything into the techs. They are trained in performing the test, not reading them. I asked mine if she could see anything and she said “you don’t want my opinion. Radiologists go to school for years to read those things. Hope you feel better.” I was worried she just didn’t want to tell me bad news, but everything was clear on mine. So, even though it’s common to try to read their reactions, don’t look into it too much. Try to enjoy your weekend with your friends! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 17, 2017 But the hug.... I mean she was extremely sweet the whole time... told me happy thanksgiving with a hug.... I don't know.... maybe she is just super and we connected.... but I am so scared the hug meant she was sorry for me Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelica Schuyler 217 Posted November 17, 2017 Aww, Leah. It sounds like she was being very kind, perhaps since you discussed your family in Venezuela and all of the difficulties there. Did you mention being anxious at all, or show any outward anxiety? I've had techs, nurses, and other medical professionals be especially warm when they knew I was anxious, even if they didn't say anything. Greygoose is right that techs can't read films, anyway. My mom was notorious for asking techs what they saw on her scans, and she always got the same response: "I have no idea." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 17, 2017 Thank you all... but I do think they techs know some basic stuff for sure... anyways I took a nap and I am feeling a bit better.... my friend who is a nurse practitioner said that she wouldn't hug or wish happy thanksgiving to someone that will receive bad news. She would desattached herself from that patient. In any case I need to wait, and it's hard. Quote Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Leah1976 301 Posted November 17, 2017 3:18 pm and no call yet. I know the doctor has the results on her desk... the tech said she will get it by early afternoon as I had the test done very early the morning. radiolist reads the mornings one at noon and send them to the doctor early afternoon. I just want to make it thru today. Quote Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
