farrah 2 Posted May 27, 2012 I am going through a really hard time right now. I just can't seem to control my crying. I feel like everything is closing in on me, and there is just no way of ever escaping. Yesterday I just felt so overwhelmed I took 3 values so I could just sleep my day away and not feel anything. I have no one here where I am. and it is really getting to be unbearable. It really hard to be alone all the time. I del like even if I disappeared today no one would even notice. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gilly 1086 Posted May 27, 2012 I think you should go see your doctor farrah, don't suffer like this they can help you. And we are here, you aren't alone I promise, we understand what it feels like. And you can feel better again x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
farrah 2 Posted May 27, 2012 I don't feel like I even have the energy to go to a Dr. Or even get dressed for that matter. I don't even know why everything feels so hopeless. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gilly 1086 Posted May 27, 2012 Farrah it sounds like depression. Try and find the energy, they can help you. Trust me I know how you feel, I really do but you need some help. If you really cant find the energy to go right now look into alternatives to boost your mood and energy. Things like St Johns Wort are natural remedies to help depression, you can buy them online, vitamin D, sunlight, even if you just sit near a window. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
farrah 2 Posted May 27, 2012 Thank Gilly, I appreciate you trying to help me. I just don't know what triggers these episodes. I hate going out in public, because I can burst in tears for no reason. Not that I have the desire or energy to go anywhere. No one ever comes here to see me or even cares to know if I am still alive. I moved after losing my home last July 2011, and I don't my children have even realized that I am not there anymore. If I don't call them, they will surly never just call me. I just still have this feeling of wanting to go home, but I can't because it isn't mine anymore. I just don't feel comfortable anywhere. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Gilly 1086 Posted May 27, 2012 I think you just explained exactly why you feel like you do Farrah! And its totally understandable. And you're welcome, thats what we are here for Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
