Jtreyo89 1 Posted December 5, 2018 Ok so I’m at work yes I’ve been to the er again and have sat in the parking lot for hours of the er trying to convince myself there isn’t anything wrong with my heart and just go home but now I’m at work and my heart is flip flopping I’m obsessing about it it’s beating irregular I’m on propranolol the er doc gave it to me to help regulate my heart rate and stuff but that’s freaking me out taking it what if it makes my heart go dangerously slow or something idk but I’m at work right now freaking out trying my hardest not run home and to the er I don’t want to lose my job but like what if all the er docs are missing something like I’m so serious my heart beat is always doing crazy ass shit and it’s making me a mad man I need help I’m about to lose my job my family everything over this but I can’t help this if I really really could believe this is anxiety then I would be fine and I could move on but I swear my heart is about to go off rythm and stop beating and I’m gonna drop dead any moment it’s so scary someone please help me and yes I have been to the er over 20 times now in the past two weeks I have an appointment with the cardio next Friday and I just don’t know if I’ll be alive by then i might drop dead from this heart arrhythmia cuz I know that’s what I have I know I have a dangerous arrhythmia disorder that the er docs are not seeing and I’m gonna drop dead any day now it’s just a matter of time but I know my body there is something seriously wrong with my heart I’m 29 years old to by the way Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bterflymom 155 Posted December 6, 2018 If I felt as bad as you do I would admit myself to a hospital even if it's on the psych floor they can run all the tests you need to show you that your heart is just fine. Your mind is what's making your heart beat like it is, the doctors have cleared you for heart disease. The fast that you've been to the ER 20 times in two weeks tells me you have a psychiatric problem and not a heart problem. Try going in another direction and get into some mental health facility until this is cleared up for you either with medication or counseling. I feel bad for you because the doctors have cleared you of heart problems and you are creating them with your obsessive thinking and our own mind. I hope you get some proper help. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bterflymom 155 Posted December 6, 2018 I'm 75 years old just so you know where I'm coming from. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
