Hi... I am experiancing my worst nightmare! I have very strange thoughts , I just can't stop thinking about dying, only thing that helps me get over them is music and my dog! When I started to have thes thought, I fell like choking, i can't even swallow water or any type of food! I am experiancing this almost every day... My friend recomends me to visit a psychiatrist, but i am little afraid, that the visit could destroy my futuer , because everyone would know that I have problem with my mind... What to do? What do you recomend? Maybe i should try using antideprissants, or something like that??? I'm really sorry about my English, it's not my native language....