Jtreyo89

Ok so now I’m having this huge fear that I’m about to snap and lose control and have some crazy mental breakdown and end up in the mental ward is this normal with anxiety like I can’t shake it like it just started today and I’m at work really feeling like I’m about to lose it and go crazy and just snap not hurt anyone not like that just lose it I guess idk what’s going on with me but it’s making me feel like any minute I’m gonna go crazy please tell me what this is and am I gonna go crazy

Ok so if you have read my past few posts thank you but I really need help to control this so first let me tell you what I do.. so every single day I just obsess and obsess and obsess about my heart because it beats off rythm and it beats irregular and it palpatations and I swear I’m gonna drop dead every single day I’m about to lose my job and my family because all I do is sit at the er hell I went twice today already ok so how do I stop this how do I convince myself this is anxiety and not a heart arrhythmia that’s gonna send me into cardiac arrest I need to stop like all I do is sit in the er and in the parking lot sometimes I sit in the parking lot of the er for over 8 hours makes me feel safe like if I do go into a cardiac arrest I can run inside and they will save me I’m scared to be home now at night I lay in bed just waiting for my heart to start palpatations and beating off rythm and then race to the er in hopes I don’t die before I get there this is what I do every single day all day long I have to stop this but how how can I stop this madness I need it to stop ASAP before I lose everything someone anyone please help any advice and can anxiety really get this bad like can anxiety really make me do all of this every single day

Ok another question they gave me propanolol to help regulate my heart rate but I have a question about Ativan I have really bad bad bad uncontrollable panic attacks and I’m very paranoid about taking pills so will this Ativan help me in panic mode and is it dangerous will it make my heart stop beating?? I’m just nervous to take it but I’ve been told it will help me stop running to the er all the time

Ok so as I write this I am having a panic attack but please help me so as you know from past posts I am at the er every single day takeaway twice a day for my irregular heart beat and skipped beats and palpatations and all of that well I’m now on meds I’m on propanalol 20 mg to help regulate my heart rate .. I’m on Zoloft for the anxiety it’s just my second day on it and I’m on Ativan or the panic attacks so I finally got started on meds but how do I stop my mind from obsessing about my heart I went to the er last night and then went this morning again it’s like I’m obsessed with going to the er over this cuz I feel safe like I feel like if my heart does go out of rythm and it stops I’ll be there at the er already and they will save me like I’m serious I fully believe that I have a serious heart rythm disease and I’m gonna drop dead any moment cuz my heart constantly beats out of rythm and palpatations and it will do this just everyday all day long even just sitting here and watching Netflix and boom they just happen my heart starts skipping beats and beating irregular and then I run to my car and run to the hospital I do this everyday now I’m trying so hard to tell myself this is anxiety so what do I do I’m on meds now I know it takes 4 to 6 weeks to kick in but in the mean time how do I stop going to the er like I literally wake up saying to myself let’s go to the er because I want to live not die so let’s go to the er first like now I depend on going to the er to make sure I don’t die and drop dead from cardiac arrest like I’m constantly constantly thinking I’m gonna die any minute from this heart arrhythmia the er didn’t see like I’m so over it I just want to live my life again is this really anxiety and panic disorder or do I have a heart disorder the er dosent see and how do I stop going to the er cuz when these palpatations happen they are so scary that I feel like if I stay home I’ll drop dead and the ambulance won’t make it in time to save me so I run to er where I feel safe is this crazy??am I crazy ?

Ok so I’m at work yes I’ve been to the er again and have sat in the parking lot for hours of the er trying to convince myself there isn’t anything wrong with my heart and just go home but now I’m at work and my heart is flip flopping I’m obsessing about it it’s beating irregular I’m on propranolol the er doc gave it to me to help regulate my heart rate and stuff but that’s freaking me out taking it what if it makes my heart go dangerously slow or something idk but I’m at work right now freaking out trying my hardest not run home and to the er I don’t want to lose my job but like what if all the er docs are missing something like I’m so serious my heart beat is always doing crazy ass shit and it’s making me a mad man I need help I’m about to lose my job my family everything over this but I can’t help this if I really really could believe this is anxiety then I would be fine and I could move on but I swear my heart is about to go off rythm and stop beating and I’m gonna drop dead any moment it’s so scary someone please help me and yes I have been to the er over 20 times now in the past two weeks I have an appointment with the cardio next Friday and I just don’t know if I’ll be alive by then i might drop dead from this heart arrhythmia cuz I know that’s what I have I know I have a dangerous arrhythmia disorder that the er docs are not seeing and I’m gonna drop dead any day now it’s just a matter of time but I know my body there is something seriously wrong with my heart I’m 29 years old to by the way

Yes I have been to the er exactly 17 times in just two weeks they probably think I’m crazy now

So I went to the er three times yesterday yes three times and I want to run back now my heart palpatations and my irregular heart beat scare me so much it literally feels like my heart is about to stop and all three times I run to the er they give me all the test and say my heart is fine but these heart palpatations and irregular heart beats are so scary I’m telling you my heart is about to stop beating like for real it’s about to just stop beating and I’m gonna drop dead I run to the er everyday now my wife thinks I’m crazy and I’m sure all the doctors at the er think I am but I’m telling you my heart there is someonthinh wrong like alllll day long it’s beats off rythm it palpatations it flutters in my chest it feels out of sync and then my heart will race for no reaso wile laying in bed I’m scared I’m obsessed to the point where I drive everyday to the hospital and just sit in the parking lot and just sit there I’m literally obsessing about my heart rythm crap now it’s all I think about I swear I have a arrhythmia that’s gonna kill me I know it I know my Brady I know something is wrong but the er keeps telling me that my heart looks great

Ok quick question I broke my foot today and the doctor prescribed me morphine 15 mg today for pain and I’m freaking out because I already have this heart anxiety right now where I fully believe my heart has a bad arytmia and I’m gonna drop dead cuz I have all these heart palpitations already so if I take this pain killer will it make me drop dead I just took it and I’m freaking out so will this med kill me please help me

This just described my everyday life that is crazy that sounds just like my sysmptoms every single day

Can you please explain to me exactly what your heart was doing??

Ok so what are these pvcs then if it’s not anxiety that’s what is making me go crazy like right now I’m in bed going crazy and wanting to run to the er right now before my heart goes out of rythm and stops beating and I die like I’m serious these palpitations and pvcs are real they happen every day all day long and they scare the shit out of me and they have been seen on the monitor but they act like they are harmless so what causes them ??

So your saying that anxiety can cause my heart to do all of this every Inglewood day even when I’m not stressed like seriously i can be as happy as can be shopping and just happy and boom it happens like even when I walk up steps my heart starts going insane can anxiety make your heart go off rythm ?? Like beat irregularly can it really cause pvcs to all day long thumping in my chest like I can’t even walk sometimes without my heart going crazy and beating off rythm and irregularly and going nuts I run to the er everyday day they probably think I’m crazy but I’m serious I believe I have a heart rythm disorder and I’m just gonna drop dead any day now can anxiety really course all these different heart arrhythmia?????

Ok so I now go to the er every single day my heart does this weird palpitations all day long I’m obsessed with my heart now like I literally avoid doing things cuz it’s gonna make my heart go off rythm I am constantly thinking about my heart I check my heart rate all day long on my Apple Watch.. my heart beats off rythm it skips beats it races it starts beating irregularly I really feel like the er keeps missing something and I’m just gonna drop dead and my heart is gonna stop beating instantly like cardiac arrest cuz my heart rythm is beating so irregularly but when I get in my car and race to the er I’m fine like wtf man ... I literally feel safe in the er and what’s crazy is like sometimes when I feel like my heart is beating crazy fast it’s slow and sometimes it is crazy fast they have even seen the pvcs on the screen but said it was fine they said my heart rate looks fine they said my heart beats beautiful but yes my heart rate was fast like idk man I just want to live a normal damn life with my wife and kids but I’m am seriously obsessed with my heart and everyday I wake up going yep this is the day I’m dropping dead from this heart condition I’m 29 years old I need this to stop its ruining me like if I believed it’s anxiety I know I would be better but I really really don’t know how anxiety can my heart to do all of this with my heart all day long everyday all day like there is no way I know I have heart rythm disorder that’s gonna kill me I just know it my body is telling me this there is definitely something wrong with my heart rythm and I’m definitely about to drop dead any day now

Can anxiety really cause pvcs every single day all day long like I have now been to the hospital er four times this week and every time they same the same thing I ekg and heart look just fine but even on the monitor they put me on in the hospital it showed me having high pvcs like when these things happen I can’t breath it feels like my heart is beating out of rhythm and is just gonna stop beating any minute it’s all day long I’m so so so scared that any minute my heart is just gonna stop beating and I’m gonna go into cardiac arrest I’m telling you this isn’t right am I just gonna drop dead should I go to the er again I’m losing my life over this crap someone please help me ASAP please

Ok so can anxiety really cause bad bad heart palpitations and irregular heart beat and racing heart and thumps and flutters all day long everyday.. I get all of this all day long never goes away I could be just laying around or sitting at my desk or driving and boom it happens all day long my heart will just randomly go into a irregular heart beat or I have palpitations or my heart will just thump harder and beat irregularly like sometimes when I’m walking I literally have to sit down cuz my palpitations are so bad I can’t breath and I need to sit and it feels like my heart is beating soooooo off rythm that it’s just gonna stop beating and I’m gonna fall over dead so tell me can anxiety really cause this ??? I’ve been to the doc two years ago and had multiple multiple test done found nothing but it wasn’t this bad before and now I run to the ee almost three times a week and sometimes I just sit infront of the er just in case something happens like can anxiety really cause this cuz I’m in full belief that there is something wrong with my heart that they missed