Thank you Joycicle, I was unable to actually put words together and explain to my family how it makes me feel but you described it perfectly. Awesome explanation about the "comfort zone". I used to think I "wanted" to wear a hat every time i stepped outside not knowing I "needed" to wear it to keep me in my "comfort zone".
Thank you Gilly, I guess right now i'm in that mess lol very confused about a lot mostly myself. It brings me down knowing what I thought was me in control was really Anxiety kinda telling me what to do.
Thank You JungleJulia, Im glad I'm not alone.