Apologies guys, I didn't mean to trigger anyone else, I should've thought of that, I was just so caught up in the moment.
Holls - it was accidental, I actually have als/mnd etc blocked on twitter, but it doesn't block them in the trending part, so I do try to keep it away, I've stopped googling etc.
DTC - I seen your post, and I worried about my hands a lot too, but for the length of time you've had your symptoms, you'd know if it was ALS. I totally get how difficult this is, it's scary, but if you're anything like me then I know you'll just want to get back to your old self, and I know we can do it. Health anxiety is super difficult, it's such an irrational kind of anxiety, but it's just our brains doing that whole worst case scenario thing with perfectly natural body stuff, we just need to keep that in mind. I'm always here for a chat if you need one 🙂