Booandlou, I just want to tell you that I may not know exactly how you are feeling about your particular situation, but I react in almost the same way you do when it comes to when I feel there is something wrong. The panic, anxiety, and endless worry. It doesn’t even help me to talk to other people because I always think their situation is not like mine so they can’t “really” understand. I read something the other day that made me think. It said that sometimes highly creative people who feel stunted somehow in their life tend to be over-worriers about their health. I wonder how old you are and what you do for a living and if you feel you could be doing something else or doing more? What you said about feeling your liver. Can someone really feel their liver? Could it be you are highly sensitive to the fact that there may be something wrong with your liver and think you can “fell” it? I’m asking because I sometimes think I. “feel” my lungs, even thought they have told me one can’t feel their lungs. Also, the change in your stool may be from excessive worry... like pre-diarrhea. Just one more day. Whatever the outcome is you will be able to take a more informed next step. Things don’t change because we don’t rest them or look at the results. I know that’s a scary thought. I really do sympathize with what you are going through. Things like this incapacitate me to the point where I don’t want to go to work (although I do) and where nothing gives me joy. I’m here, okay?