RachelStorm98

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    I can't do this anymore

    I can't deal with this health related anxiety anymore! I just can't!!! They put me on mupriocin ontiment for follicluitis that they want me to treat. It says it can cause fatal colitis and now I am stuck on internal bleeding. Ugh! I thought there was blood in my soft stool this morning and today I am all gassy and I have been wanting to throw up! I'm all cold more so on one side of my body than the other. 😢 I thought I saw the site of the internal bleeding but I see nothing in regards to the colon... They want me to finish up taking it but I got dirreaha the other night. Mild of course. And my brain has been stuck on internally bleeding like my aunt did. It has already been 2 days and I feel like time is running out. I feel like I want to puke but Influenza A isn't supposed to cause puking... 😕 I don't know what to do. Both of my shoulders ache and my body is out of whack, I feel like I am swollen... I am home alone which makes things worse. I am so freaking tired of all of this I really am...I can't wait until I get better from this flu bug so I can go and get help at my grandparents house. I'm kinda venting here so I apologize. I really hope this was just acne and or that has been there but I have just never noticed it. I want to find things that will help me. I don't want to think about this... 😢
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    I can't do this anymore

    Great... I knew something was wrong there was blood coming from my rectrum... 😢
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I forgot how to multi quote, 😕 Dang. Well that is a relief! I figured. I hate anxiety so much lol
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Shoot it itches!!!! This morning I woke up and my foot was itching. I noticed that my skin was starting to peel. Well yesterday morning dumb me decided to go out to get the mail with just my socks and slippers on. Well stupid me stepped in mud and I was sopped so now I am scared that I got flesh eating bacteria and that I am going to die. That they can't save me! I HATE THIS!!! I couldn't wash my feet off right away because the mail box is at the beginning of the subdivision. Dangit I wish I put better shoes on. Our water wasn't working well so I couldn't wash it for a few hours when it was finally fixed. I am so stupid and now I am gonna die because of my stupid mistake
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Well that is a relief! I figured that. lol
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I know I do. Sadly I can't do anything until after I get to Michigan. 😢 I am tired of struggling, trust me. I hate anxiety.
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    I can't do this anymore

    My lymph nodes are so swollen and I am drained. I am going to take my mom's advice next time... never read labels on meds I am supposed to take. I should know to listen to her next time. She used to be a hypochondriac like me but the exact opposite as me. She hated going to doctors. I seem to enjoy going,
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I feel like the side of my face has been kicked in. I hope I didn't get internal bleeding from the IV bruise
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Here it is.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Hey? I feel bad... for all of this running around. I am scared I put myself in real danger. I never have bruises from an IV. So I don't know if I am gonna be okay. It's still there 2 days later... and I am concerned about internal bleeding to my brain... they checked it out and said it was fine. People get bruises sometimes. A lot of them are even worse than mine was. They pricked me a few days ago near my other bruise because they needed to. So I am just a little nervous. I can't seem to find anything about bleeding internally from an IV needle. Thank you I really hope so I hate living like this... I am so scared... I feel like I put myself in an even deeper hole. *sigh* I hope just being sick with the flu (something a medical professional officially diagnosed me with. Can cause the head to ache in the back or the top of it.) I hope that I didn't give myself internal bleeding. I would of have made a separate topic but I felt it would be best to keep it in here. I hope I will be okay. 😢
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Well that is good! I used to do meditation but I stopped that sadly. I just need to get back into believing in God. I also need to think about happy things like my crush. ❤️
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    Tetanus from minor scrape?

    Like everyone else has mentioned before Tetnus usually happens by stepping on something like a nail. Usually a rusty one. I understand how it feels being nervous about Tetnus. I went through a scare myself just last year for even touching one and getting a tiny puncture wound. I was having a scare myself a few minutes ago because I walked outside in wet mud with slippers and socks on and I had a closed wound. And skin tags. And we live near a sewerage treatment plant lol. I wouldn't worry about it too much. You should be fine. Like users have said before me, Tetnus shots are good for 10 years. I got my last one when I was 12 or 13 so I should be good until I am 22 or 23 haha.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    It's okay. My temperature went back down. 98.6 I think if I had the other thing it wouldn't of have done that. I just need to focus on getting some more rest. And I apologize for being a jerk, I had a mental breakdown today. I hate anxiety so much it has made my life worse and I feel like I wasted my entire life. I could die at 20. I could die at 40, 60, 80. I don't know when I will be taken from this earth. What I need to do is start believing in an afterlife. Like heaven or something.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I still have to make sure I am not running a dangerously high fever. Mine is stubborn as heck to get a rid of. I hope I feel better. I feel fire all over my body ouch! The site is hot and red to the touch and I feel dizzy and loopy and out of it. I need to get some more rest but my head hurts. 😢
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Oh I meant the flu not sepsis lol
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Can it come and go like that? Just curious. I felt fine for like a day and then HERES JHONNY It came back. 😢 And Sepsis can happen at any time I still have follicluitis on my leg and now I have some on my arm. I missed a day of the antibiotic treatment so I have to pick back up on it. I am sorry for being upset this morning I understand people have their opinions I just feel offended. I'll be speaking to someone later today.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Wow to assume that is a crappy thing to say to someone. I don't have an attention issue. You want proof I have the flu I have the paperwork to prove it. In fact I'll upload a picture of it later today. I'm sorry I am just kinda offended you would say such a thing. And my temperature last night was 98.9. Anything over 98.6 can be considered a fever. This morning I was running a fever and I feel like someone set my body on fire. It's the weirdest thing. The follicluitis on my leg and arm are sources of infection so that is still a concern. It is not a good thing to get Sepsis on top of Influenza. My chances of survival are lower. Gravely lower.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Hopefully sepsis from Influenza is rare. I do know that my follicluitis got worse. 😕 More red and inflamed and the pus is there. Yuck!
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Great. I got sepsis... on top of the flu. I haven't had a fever for a day or two well guess what? It's backkkk 98.9.... great. Well guess who is gonna die? Me. 🙄 My kidneys already are not working well because of the flu.... *sigh* Guess I'll go see if a friend can take me in. I'll have them prick my arm again and check for Sepsis... -_- I need to catch it in less than 24 hours... I can't wait for me to go into shock my chance of survival will probably only be 5%... if I am lucky. I think it is sepsis. My fever came on suddenly. I knew it was gonna come back and hit me in the ass... it was inching higher and higher last night... UGH. I wanted to just have the flu not sepsis on top of it. I feel like I want to barf up my dinner from last night, idk maybe a fever from the flu can come back a day or two later. Good thing I can call someone to speak to today. By that I mean a shrink.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Yeah.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    The nurse did talk to me about it. He told me that it could be caused by not eating enough protein or by not eating much. I was diagnosed with Influenza A so that explains it. Lol Ah gotcha! And I applied for the Medicaid so I should be seeing someone here pretty soon.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I had a Low creantnine level. Is that to be concerned about? Would they of have let me go? Mine was 0.55
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    I can understand. I'm sorry. Tonight got a little bit better. I let go of a fear of death. We are all gonna die someday. But in a way I won't die. My body will, but I will not. My soul will live on. It's kinda helped me some.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Okay... I was gonna post that my temperature went down from a fever to 97.9 degrees but oh well... until I feel better I will refrain from posting here... I'm sorry to bother everyone.
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    Flesh eating bacteria scare

    Okay... I'm sorry...