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  1. ive had all sorts of crazy stuff happen with my vision. its actually what started my panic attacks. Anxiety can really affect your vision. Im sure you are fine, but if you are really worried a simple eye doctor appointment could put your mind at ease.
  2. Does it seem to get worse depending on where you are in your cycle? I was going through the same thing. It would be so bad sometimes I couldn't get off the couch. A bowel movement would almost make me scream in pain. I finally had enough and went to get a full checkup. Turns out it was from cysts on my ovaries I was getting EVERY SINGLE MONTH. I had no idea ovarian cysts could cause rectal pain but they can. They put me on birth control and I haven't had that pain since. The next time it happens call your OB and tell her that you want a sonogram of your ovaries.
  3. YESSS. I have this. The point of light that I see though is purple. Every time I look at it, it moves away like a floater and it always is just for a split second. Ive had it for at least 3 1/2 years. I guess its just one of those things that happens and people without anxiety just don't notice. I see the after images too. Quite often. The flickering in the peripheral vision really was a struggle for me to accept as normal. I spent a good year worrying myself sick over the flickering. I was just hyper aware of everything in my vision and once I accepted that it was normal my symptoms slowed WAY down. I still get all of them but I don't pay much attention to them anymore. I just go for my yearly eye exam with the dilation to make sure everything is good and that helps also when I start to worry.
  4. Yeah, I know it worries me sometimes too. I just try to remember ive had it for quite a while and it hasn't hurt me yet. The more I ignore it the less it seems to happen.
  5. I get the internal tremors also. When I have a panic attack I shiver all over like im freezing or something. It gets really bad. Definitely just anxiety.
  6. I have the twitching also. My eye lids and my thumbs. Ive had it for a long time. Twitching is a symptom of anxiety. When I have a panic attack I shiver all over like im freezing to death or something. It's just stress.
  7. Thank yall so much for supporting me through this. This site has helped me so much in my struggle with panic. Its nice to know there are people to talk to who get it. Much love.
  8. I’m done with my imaging and it came back all clear. No cancer! Praise Jesus now if I can get the blood work on my daughter to come back normal I’ll be doing alright.
  9. Its at 1 but I have to be there at 12:30. So, in an hour. To top everything off my 10 year old daughter gets up this morning and passes out in the kitchen. Ive been in the pediatricians office all morning with her. They ran an EKG and blood work. They said the EKG was normal but the blood work wouldn't be back until this evening or tomorrow. I swear I'm at my breaking point. I don't know how much more I can handle.
  10. I think I finally fell asleep about 2 last night and right back up at 7:30. If everything turns out okay I’m gonna just pass out and sleep for days. Haha. I don’t think I’ve ever been this exhausted. It’s been a long week.
  11. They said they will tell me before I leave.
  12. How do yall deal with going to the doctor for test results? As yall probably know by now I have a mammogram and sonogram tomorrow for dense breast tissue and a lump. Sorry if im driving yall crazy but I just need support right now. I don't know how im going to make it through my appointment tomorrow. I know im going to have to force myself out of the car when I get there. I don't know what I can do to calm myself down right now and just relax. I wish I could just go take the stupid tests and not worry unless I got bad news like a normal person but I cant. I just keep obsessing.
  13. Yes, they actually called me this morning and said they were going to do the ultrasound and mammogram and I would find out what the results were before I left. I am trying to stay calm but every time I think about it I get VERY nauseous. I don't know how im going to make it through the exam.
  14. I’m not in my 20’s. I’m 34
  15. I don’t know about the C but definitely looked like a kaleidoscope in my side vision.