BejeweledMexican

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  1. BejeweledMexican

    Intense Pain Near Gallbladder/Liver

    That’s why we’re thinking it is. What is your pain like, if you don’t mind me asking.
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    At the doctor’s now

    Th back pain is not completely gone but I would say it’s gone from a 5 on the pain scale down to a 1.5. Maybe it’s because I was so focused with this pain? It does concern me that my back pain is directly behind the area where this pain is, but it’s just so different. This is a horrible burning pain. The doctor told me to take omeprazole and see if it helps until I can get a gallbladder ultrasound. I’m hoping I won’t have to get one at all!
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    At the doctor’s now

    It definitely isn’t muscular. This isn’t a muscular pain that’s constant, it comes and goes and I pointed to where the pain is and the doctor said ‘yeah that definitely sounds like your gallbladder’ but now that you say it isn’t I’m all confused now.
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    At the doctor’s now

    The doctor came in and told me they think it’s my gallbladder 😢 they want to schedule me for a gallbladder ultrasound...I’m terrified!!!! They probably think it’s cancer and they’re just not telling me!
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    At the doctor’s now

    I have been having really bad painful, stabbing, and burning feelings on my right side in my upper stomach. I NEVER go to the doctor but I couldn’t concentrate at work and so I made myself go since it was only a 2 minute drive. I’m just at the urgent care because I don’t have my own doctor. The nurse said my oxygen is at 100%, whatever that is. Currently in the room waiting for the doctor....tempted to run out so I don’t have to hear a cancer diagnosis or something that’s going to chew away at my mind. I’m terrified right now.
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    Terrified to Eat

    When you say it lasts for a second does it every come back? Mine has been 'constant' in the sense of it lasts for hours but it only lasts for a few seconds, goes away, comes back again, goes away, etc. but it always comes back to the same spot.
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    Terrified to Eat

    I just don't know what to do. Do I go to the doctor for this? My family keeps saying 'it's gas' but it doesn't feel like gas. I was having SUCH a good morning and now this. I did end up eating lunch, healthy food like beans and stuff, but I still feel the pain. It's honestly I guess more like a burning pain than a stabbing pain. I can't figure out for the life of me what it could be and I AM NOT going to Google....no use going down another added on rabbit hole. I just don't see how it could be muscular.
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    Terrified to Eat

    I didn't really say this before but I should point out that I seem to only get the pain after I eat. I was fine all morning and then I had a piece of lemon pound cake from Starbucks and less than 20 minutes later the pain hit. I'm just so terrified I know I need to eat but.....I don't want the pain! Worst off, I don't want the cancer!
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    Terrified to Eat

    Well, my back seems to be feeling a bit better but now I'm terrified to even eat because of this pain on both sides of my torso. The right pain is the same that I experienced last Friday with random sharp pains that come and go and now they're a little bit on the right side too. This isn't IBS, it's way up at the top of my stomach near my breasts. I'm terrified of pancreatic cancer. I know it sounds irrational since it's not a blinding pain and I'm only 25 but it feels better when I sit down and bend forward and I heard that is pancreatic cancer. I'm terrified!!!!
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    How Do We Help Them Understand?

    I'm sorry that you're feeling the same way. Health anxiety is miserable enough as it is but going through it alone is like 5 times more miserable. I developed it a couple years ago in college and it was so nice to be able to have people to talk to about it and people who were there to help, now it's just a broken record, 'Go to the doctor', 'You're fine', 'Seriously, again?', 'I can't deal with you', etc. I'm at least glad we have this site where we can all come and be here for each other.
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    How to stop body checking/scanning???

    Unfortunately it is not my lower back, it is my upper back which is more common in cancer cases....so....that's not good haha but thank you for the exercises! Hmmmmm well if you can't get rid of your phone maybe try and set up a system where every time you go to take a picture you instead play a level of your favorite game or you listen to a song you enjoy. I'm not sure if this helps at all but I try and distract myself. Like I'm at work right now and my first thought is to freak out about how much pain I'm in but instead I come on here and try and talk with people who understand in a way or I bombard myself with work to distract myself.
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    How to stop body checking/scanning???

    Though I'm not having the exact same fears I am the same in the sense that I check for pain constantly, even though I'm already in pain. Like when my back hurts ( like right now) and I don't feel horrible pain, I move my back to see if the underlying pain issue is still there. I understand the OCD thoughts and it is not at all fun. I'm considering taking drastic measures in order to at least help my anxiety, such as cutting off social media completely. Maybe you need to get a 'dumb' phone that doesn't take pictures or a phone that can't access the internet. Anything that will help bring peace is worth considering in my opinion. I'm here if you need to talk or need help!
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    How Do We Help Them Understand?

    I feel so lonely in this anxious period of my life, and nobody understands what I'm going through. I had a loooooong talk with my boyfriend about it last night, it was kind of disheartening. I know he loves me and he wants to take the anxiety away but he doesn't understand the extent of it or the fact that these physical symptoms are very much REAL! My parents have never understood and keep saying the classic phrase, 'Well I guess go to a doctor'. My boyfriend was trying to convince me last night that he used to be a hypochondriac because he was in a car crash about 10 years ago and got whip lash and was terrified that if he turned his head a certain way that it would snap and kill him. I understood where he was coming from but it's nothing like the extent of our anxiety. I try and help him understand that the anxiety comes as a result of my pain, or at least that's what I assume, but he doesn't get it. He especially doesn't understand how my anxiety can also cause pain, he just thinks the pain isn't there at all. Has anyone had any experience helping people understand their anxiety? I have very patient and caring people in my life but due to their lack of understanding I feel alone. This morning I'm on day 4 of horrible back pain along with pain that wraps around both sides of my body towards my stomach and gallbladder. I've literally had people in my life tell me that I'm only doing this for attention, so I stopped telling people, I just come here now and vent it out or get advice. It's a very lonely world out there for a hypochondriac. I NEVER go to the doctor, they terrify me because in my mind all they have is a terminal diagnosis waiting for me, and maybe that's a reason people think this is all just made up? Today I think I'll force myself to go to the doctor, I can't handle the pain on my own anymore. I'm terrified, but maybe it will help show people that this isn't all fake? This pain is real? I don't know guys, I just feel so alone. Alone, in pain, misunderstood, dying.
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    Panic Attack or Cancer Spreading?

    This is perhaps the most encouraging thing I’ve read all day! Am I convinced I’m not dying? No, but you gave me hope. It’s funny because I don’t feel stressed. Like the only reason I feel stressed is because of my pain...how dumb is that? I need to find more things that bring my stress levels down. Do you have any suggestions? Also, when you say anti inflammatories what exactly does that include?
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    Panic Attack or Cancer Spreading?

    So just a question, i’ve Never been to a chiropractor before. Would it be stabbing pain if it was a problem? Because I have pain all the time that’s achy, full, and constant but I also have random stabbing pains too.