BejeweledMexican

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  1. Blood Spotting- Ladies?

    Man anxiety is really hitting me hard this month and I’m not even sure why. The other day I was using the restroom and when I wiped I noticed there was a little pink blood on my toilet paper, enough to definitely notice. I took it as nothing as I figured it was my period showing up early but here I am two days later and....still no period. No more spottin either. I’m starting to freak myself out. I have NEVER had this before and no, there’s no possible way I’m pregnant. My period calendar says I still have 7 days until my period. Why did I spot? Is it possible this is anything but cancer?
  2. Melanoma- FREAKING OUT

    Guys I'm seriously freaking out and I did the WORST thing possible and went on Dr. Google and all it did was confirm my fears. About 7 months ago I noticed a small growth or something under my armpit. I immediately freaked out but I had so many other things going on in my life that I actually forgot about it. Then today, I have no idea why, I noticed it again. From what I can tell it hasn't changed much but oh man am I freaking out. Wednesday is my birthday, I'll be 25, I don't want to die from melanoma. Ugh....... it's like a big brown spot in my skin and then there's a teeny tiny little black dot right next to it. I'm photos but I must warn you....I'm chubby and I haven't shaved so they're not pretty. What do I do guys? I'm freaking out.....
  3. Phantom Smells- Brain tumor?

    No you’re right but apparently this has been going on for 2 weeks now. He has a horrible headache last week but we figured it was because we went on a detox and he cut out caffeine cold-turkey. Ugh I hate thinking about it but I mean, It’s really bothering him. We asked him ‘Are you going to be okay?’ Because he was a little snippy and my dad is NEVER like that and he said ‘Yeah once this random smell goes away!’ And he doesn’t have anxiety....so....
  4. Phantom Smells- Brain tumor?

    I don’t even want to think about it....but I am. This actually isn’t even a thing for me but it’s for my dad. He has no idea that I have researched all the stuff about brain tumors back when I had the fear about 3 years ago. It was just randomly when he told me today that he’s randomly been smelling sour milk. At first it was just a couple times and now it’s like all the time and then it’ll go away for a couple hours and then come back again. I’m really freaking out about it, i mean, I’ve read stories about brain tumors with that stuff. Guys please, some encouraging words. He doesn’t even know that this could be a problem he’s just weirded out by it and in my head I’m already wondering which hospital to go to....ugh. How do I break the news? He’s my dad, my favorite guy in the world. I mean, i’ve Never dealt with this before.
  5. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Guys. It’s still there. I’m freaking out and just need some reassurance. I had actually completely forgotten about it all day today until someone mentioned something about the doctor. Then I went to feel it and guys....it’s still there! Ugh!
  6. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Ironically, going to see a doctor makes me even more nervous. They only give bad news. So I guess i just have to live with it.
  7. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Well it’s definitely not shrinking. I thought it was but guys it’s STILL. THERE. Ugh, how do I get rid of it? How do I know if it’s cancerous? I don’t know what to do. Today was a better day and I barely thought about it at all until I went to feel my earring and felt it there and i’m all freaked out again. Ugh.....
  8. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    If it’s a sinus issue that’s causing it, then how can I get rid of that? I take Claritin everyday. I’m not sure what else I can do. I did not know that sinus could do that....
  9. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Well if it’s a lymph node then why would it get more irritated? I’m just confused. I kind of can’t stop thinking about it at work which is not good since it’s kind of been a slow day.
  10. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Well I thought it got smaller, but now it feels like it’s the same size. I’be Been trying not to touch it a lot but it’s difficult.
  11. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    So basically since mine is hard and I can’t move it....it’s A lymph node that’s cancerous. Oh great.....
  12. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Bobnat, I understand that going to see a doctor can sometimes bring reassurance but more often than not it brings up other life-threatening problema that I just don’t want to face. I mean literally I’d rather die from it than go to see a doctor just so they can tell me I’m dying from it. Is that crazy? Have I gone insane? I mean I literally don’t even know anymore. It would certainly help reduce some bills though 😂 anyway, today my lymph node doesn’t seem AS big but it’s definitely still there. Pimple? Lymph node? Tumor? Cyst? Who even knows Anymore.
  13. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    Well I looked at a lymph node diagram and there is a lymph node exactly where it is located. Believe me I wanted to believe it was a pimple, especially because I haven’t been doing too bad with my anxiety. A couple scares here and there but mostly under control. But this has to be more than a pimple and I don’t think it’s a cyst. Basically it doean’t move under my skin, or moves with my skin. And there’s no bump you can see on the surface and it’s not red but you can definitely feel it. One friend told me ir’s A lymph node, another told me it’s a pimple. My brain tells me I’m crazy.
  14. Swollen Lymph Node on Face

    So I haven’t been on here for a while but I’m back because I have a swollen lymph node and as soon as I found it I feel deep into the pit of anxiety again. Ugh. It’s on my face, just the left of my right ear. At first I thought it was a pimple (I get bad acne) but when it didn’t go away after like 2 days I looked online and realized it’s a freaking lymph node! So how i’ve Convinced myself I have cancer. Currently it’s breast cancer that has spread the the lymph nodes on my face. However, i’ve Been getting really bad toothaches lately (I thought it was from sinus) but they go away after a while. However, I saw on Facebook that one boy had cancer grow right under his jaw and it made him have a toothache and then they discovered it was stage 4 cancer....so of course that’s all I can think about. I can’t eat, I can’t drink, I can’t sleep. I’ve absolutely made myself sick over this. Please, someone help. Anyone who knows me knows that i’m absolutely terrified of going to the doctor so that’s out. What else can a I do(
  15. Breast Cancer?

    Hey guys. I always hate when I have to come back here because it means my anxiety is flaring up again. It just started about 5 minutes ago so I decided to jump on here real quick. I’ve been noticing that i feel really tired and exhausted the past few days. Like last night I slept 8 hours and then got up and when lunch time hit I felt like I could just fall asleep in my car. I went to the gym and kind of felt lazy too. I’ve been going to the gym about 5 times a week for 3 weeks now after not going at all the past two yearsz. Now i’m Supposed to start my period tomorrow, I can tell because my breasts are really hurting. But the one breast hurts more than the other and I know fatigue is a sign of breast cancer and I have very thick breasts. I know I’m young, 24, but I know a girl who got it at 18 so it scares me a lot, especially since I have large breasts. Can someone talk me down from this please? I’m just so sleepy and anxious.