mlouise

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  1. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    Well that little node is still achy. Not as much as yesterday but I can feel it. It doesn’t feel any bigger. And my ear is achy on the same side & I have the sniffles. I just hope today is better than yesterday mentally because yesterday was a disaster.
  2. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    I feel like I’m constantly waiting for it. What makes me able to live and them die? All it takes is THAT moment you find something and it’s all over.
  3. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    I am so so sorry you experienced this and I hope you are healthy and “good” now. My dad died of cancer. My best friend is living with it now. Earlier today I learned someone else lost their battle. I’m just so sick of this. I hate this fear.
  4. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    So how do I know I don’t have lymphoma or something else equally as bad??
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    Achy Neck Node

    Well the good news is that I don’t feel much of anything anymore, unless I press there or turn my head in such a way that it messes with that area. I haven’t messed with it much today bc I’ve been so busy. My ear is achy on that side, though.
  6. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    It’s barely there. But the other side doesn’t have it. And it’s achy. Even just sitting here I feel it. The little spot is right under the skin. Tiny but there. It’s not painful, I just feel it. I’m loosing it. I’m about to either bust out crying at work or leave. I feel SO SAD.
  7. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    It’s located right below my ear...almost where you take your pulse. Right below where your jaw meets your ear. My dad had lung cancer that spread all over his body. He had a golf ball sized lump in his neck (actual neck) that caused him A LOT of pain...so much so that he would cry. I’m worried I have that too. My ear and jaw is somewhat achy off and on, too. I want to run away. I’m so scared and depressed and stressed out.
  8. mlouise

    Achy Neck Node

    This is it. The moment I’ve been waiting for since I started having HA. Typical morning yesterday. Made breakfast. Cleaning. Felt energetic. I turned my head to face my husband and I felt a little achy spot in my neck. I rubbed it. It was achy but nothing was there. A few hours later the ache was still there and I’m still checking and then I started feeling the smallest little lump. Barely felt it but it was there. Its like a really small mosquito bite. Really small. My husband says nothing is there but I disagree. I have a cold sore on my eyelid on the same side as this. I’ve been sniffling and having some watery eyes. Stress wise I’m under more stress than I have been in my life right now. Plus one of my best friends is fighting Stage IV cancer and I lost my dad to it last summer. It’s not painful but it’s achy and I’m freaking the F out right now.
  9. mlouise

    Light brown stool

    SO if I just flush from here on and don’t look, am I safe? I feel like there are all of these dots that I am connecting. Tan stool. Pain in side, under rib, sometimes in my shoulder, back. Bloated. Gassy. I’m tired.
  10. mlouise

    Light brown stool

    What about all of this gas I’ve been having this afternoon???? And sometimes I feel this crampy feeling where I think my liver is. Like gas is there too.
  11. mlouise

    Light brown stool

    I am on 20 mg of Prozac. I used to go to therapy but haven’t gone in quite some time. I’d like to start back. I was doing well for about 6 months. Friend was diagnosed with Stage IV cancer in May. I’ve been a HA mess since. So poop that is the color of a toilet paper roll is normal???
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    Light brown stool

    This just started this morning. Nothing before now. I am a 38 yr old female. I am stressed out and tired of thinking I am dying. For the past 2 months I’ve been obsessed with having breast cancer. Now this. I’m so sick of thinking this way.
  13. mlouise

    Light brown stool

    Thank you. That does ease my mind some. This was like a light brown/tannish color. Now my stomach is upset and I’m bloated. This just started within the hour. I’m telling myself over and over that I am healthy but I don’t know if I believe it.
  14. mlouise

    Light brown stool

    Now my stomach is crampy & gurgling. That can’t be good!!
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    Light brown stool

    Well when I saw it this morning I was more curious than scared. I Googled only out of curiosity and not because I was freaked. What I saw freaked me out. One random website said “light brown, tan or sand colored stool is symptomatic of liver cancer or pancreatic cancer because the tumor blocks the bile.” Thats when the freak out started.